Time and distance can not erase a love and bond so deep <3

Thursday, December 1, 2011

I suck at blogging about as much as I suck at sending letters to people. Actually maybe I suck worse at blogging, because I usually get letters wrote, just never in the mailbox :/. Oh well...

I've grown a lot in the last few months emotionally. I thought I was going to break down compelety at the 2 year mark. It's so hard to explain how I felt...it was almost as if I was back at where I started 2 years ago. I needed a lot of prayer, and a lot of prayer I got. And it helped. During the last few months God has given me the faith I've needed all along, in all kinds of surprising little ways.

On Aadens birthday, we went up to the graveyard, just like last year, and let some balloons go. It actually wasn't even his birthday, but the day after due to some circumstances. This year, my boo went with me. As I ironic as it is (although I don't like to call it that, since it was God's way of letting me know HE'S in control), that was the very same spot I'd met him two years before at Aaden's funeral. My two best friends (both of whom were pregnant),my sister in law,
my cousin and my sister who were both there for me in the hospital the whole time were there also. I know that Aaden's father wasn't there, again, but that was nothing new. All in all, it was a very emotional day, but it ended with that knowing in my heart, that I will see him again one day.

I'm sorry it took me so long to post this, like I said, I SUCK! lol. Here's some pictures from that day :)


  1. I found your blog on faces of loss, faces of hope. I am so sorry for your loss. Your son's name is beautiful! I too lost my baby, Lily Katherine, who was stillborn at fullterm on March 16, 2010. It's good to find people who 'get it' in the blogging community. I'd love to have you follow along on my blog as well; www.roseandherlily.blogspot.com

  2. Thank you so much! It is definitely very great to find those who completely understand. If you ever need to talk, I'll always listen! <3